The Reality for Me

 If you're wondering what I’m thinking since you’ve been gone

Am I left remembering what we had 

Or is a memory just a picture of what we thought it could be

That’s no reality for me 

And if you’re wondering where it’s taken me - what did I do next

Let me make it clear for you to see

First, I get out of bed - then I think about all that we said 

That’s the reality for me

I go on living like no one’s ever hurt me 

Every day of my life

And sometimes it occurs to me that I’m living a lie, making a fool of me

Since I told you you're no good and I’m alright

I go on living like no one’s ever hurt me - That’s what I do

Every day of my life

And sometimes it occurs to me that I’m living a lie that everyone can see 

Since I told you I don't need you and I want you to say goodbye

So, you're wondering if I ever think of you at night

If my dreams are fantasies of you 

I don’t know what to say

'Cause we both know it’s you who chose to throw it all away

It seems we’re not meant to be 

Yet I still feel the heartache that makes me disagree

That’s the reality for me